Sibuk Sendiri

Bismillah,

kamu kok suka sibuk sendiri padahal lg nggak sendiri.
kamu kok suka asik sendiri padahal kami disini ingin sekali berinteraksi.
kita kan seharusnya saling berbagi. berbagi perasaan, kasih sayang, perhatian, pikiran dan cerita.
kok sepertinya sulit sekali untuk kamu, padahal kan nggak ada yg minta dibikinin candi, hanya ingin berbagi. kenapa jadi kayak susahnya setengah mati.

hiyyaah.. kepanjangan intro kayaknya..
jadi gini as we know kalo tiap-tiap manusia emang beda. sulit dimengerti yaiyalahhh secara kan nggak bisa telepati. maka dari itu gunanya punya mulut untuk menyampaikan apa yg ada dalam hati, dalam pikiran.

kalau lagi marah jangan diam, kalau lagi kesel mbok yo bilang. ntar kalo yg lain nggak ngerti apalagi salah paham yang ada kamunya malah tambah keki kan.

heran juga, because Im totally the opposite. capek nunggu orang ngerti yg kita mau itu apa, jadi mending langsung bilang, langsung minta. I love to say everything in mind. but when I found out that here nobody is listening rasanya itu pengen duduk dipojokan sambil garuk tembok *krikkrik
syeddih juga lama-lama adek ini bang.

ini pokoknya lyric Speak Up nya abang Ryan Tedder bener-bener mewakili isi hati saat ini deh. let's take a look.

Speak Up
Ryan Tedder

Speak up, your silence is killing me
I've had enough, baby speak up
Are you lovin' or hatin' me?
Cuz I can never tell
I'll be the first to admit it
Been silent for a minute
Thinking like damn is he feeling me
We fell in love took a second
But now I'm always checking
Cuz I never hear you say what you really think
Some days I feel it then I feel it's over
Some days were harder then some days were colder
When you open up, our love is alive
But now you're quiet and I'm dying inside
So baby speak up
Cuz your silence is killing me
I've had enough, baby speak up
Are you lovin' or hatin' me
Cuz I can never tell, I can never tell
Just let your heart say what you can't say (speak up)
Let your heart say what you won't say (speak up)
Don't let the silence tear us away
Cuz I can never tell, I can never tell
If you don't speak up
I don't know where you've been
But nothing's making sense, I'm standing on this fence for you
And even when you're here, somehow you disappear
If I can read your mind, I'd know just what to do
Some days I feel it then I feel it's over
Some days were harder then some days were colder
When you open up, our love is alive
And now you're quiet and I'm dying inside
So baby speak up
Cuz your silence is killing me
I've had enough, baby speak up
Are you lovin' or hatin' me
Cuz I can never tell, I can never tell
Just let your heart say what you can't say (speak up)
Let your heart say what you won't say (speak up)
Don't let the silence tear us away
Cuz I can never tell, I can never tell
Speak up
I'll be out the door before the sun comes up
Boy catch me if you can while I'm pumping that clutch
(Try) Try to be the one, (I) gave it all I got
(I'm) Giving you your last chance (if you don't speak up)
Say all the words that you never said, oh
Write all the letters that I never read, oh
Show me your words or the love is dead
Just want to hear it from you
First to admit it, been silent for a minute
Thinking like damn is he feeling me
We fell in love, took a second
But you about to wreck it,
Cuz I never hear you say what you really mean
Baby speak up, cuz your silence is killing me
(your silence is killin' me)
I've had enough, baby speak up
Are you lovin' or hatin' me
Cuz I can never tell, I can never tell
Just let your heart say what you can't say (speak up)
Let your heart say what you won't say (speak up)
Don't let the silence tear us away
Cuz I can never tell, I can never tell
Speak up
If you don't speak up
Open up your mouth cuz baby I'm listenin'

gimana ketjeh banget kan lyricnya. nggak usah capek-capek nerangin semuanya udah kerangkum dlm satu lagu.

jadi cerita ini maksudnya. when you are in a relationship it means that you have agreed all the things. it's no longer you and yourself. it turns to be we and ourselves. if u feel comfortable with your own silence why then you asked for a friend? lower your ego. even you think that it isnt that worth. try it. speak up. cause one day it could be you in their place. begging for attention but no one care, Will you be happy with that? *lagi dan lagi mirror dipake*

-Sita-